Yo-yos suck.

Dear Blog,

Things get complicated especially when your immune system is compromised. I've been sick for a total of 4 days and I feel like death warmed up, on a stick, over an open fire. I have realised that one of my other posts was about illness...and now i also realise I should be taking more vitamin C.

My relationship with Sparkle (see below) is still confusing me. One day I think I should let it go, move on, go where the wind takes me etc. then the next he's made a surprising effort and I feel the melting feeling again. It's a constant game of tug of war and I'm on the losing end.

He's sweet, awesome, and really funny and we would be kind of awesome together but his attention fluctuates.

I really wonder whether it's all worth it as I watch crappy shows on Nickelodeon, trying to stem the mucus running out of my nose. I really don't know if maybe I'm looking into this too much and me and him can really only exist casually, or if I seriously talk about him way too much...but this whole week of staying at home has really given me a LOT of time to mull things over.

It's really an indication of my intelligence that I've had four whole days to think about this situation and still haven't come up with a solution. Wow, I'm a regular Einstein.

Apart from that my illness has pretty much cleared up and I'm coming back to school tomorrow which should cure my craziness at being locked up in the house all week. On the downside I come to school facing a mountain of homework that in watching tv all the time I haven't completed.

Exciting news: Tomorrow our school finds out whether who got school captain, arts captain, debating captain etc. I actually have bitten my fingernails down to the cuticles in anticipation, I really REALLY want arts captain...well more than private health care. which is a LOT.

anyways tissues and yo-yos. both my enemies of the day.